i gotta thing for hooking up with a sure thing
dear livejournal:
last night i hung out with my ex. we dated when i was like 15/16... i was always intimidated by him, he seemed to smart and i don't know.
everytime we hung out, we just kind of eh.
maybe because i was immature.
maybe because he thought too highley of himself.
maybe because a year later he started dating my good friend.
ben.
yeah, so he called me last night after i got back from catering.
we hung out till six, and i'll tell you something.
he's not as stuck up as i thought, and i'm not not as smart as him as i thought.
turns out we had some forties and frozen blueberries and a good laugh.
i talked to him about aaron while he spilled his guts on this russian girl.
it was a good night.
just one of those things you need when all your other friends seem to let you down.
i saw a different side of him this time.
a vulnerable side.
ben! i'm surprised at you!
i can't stop thinking about aaron.
he was right, the hardest week is over.
i'm not so much thinking about how i miss him as much as i was, and i'm more so "i can't wait till he comes in oct!!"
i miss ireland.
i miss the smell.
i miss that sense of freedom i had.
and i can't wait to go back.
problem solved for my birthday:
decided to work a double shift at work and a job on sunday
i'd rather be making money than having my hopes let down once again.
innys at college and i dont care.
i have to babysitt in brooklyn tomorrow-thurs. it'll be a long commute but worth it.
i'm all about makin' the dough.
goodnight.
last night i hung out with my ex. we dated when i was like 15/16... i was always intimidated by him, he seemed to smart and i don't know.
everytime we hung out, we just kind of eh.
maybe because i was immature.
maybe because he thought too highley of himself.
maybe because a year later he started dating my good friend.
ben.
yeah, so he called me last night after i got back from catering.
we hung out till six, and i'll tell you something.
he's not as stuck up as i thought, and i'm not not as smart as him as i thought.
turns out we had some forties and frozen blueberries and a good laugh.
i talked to him about aaron while he spilled his guts on this russian girl.
it was a good night.
just one of those things you need when all your other friends seem to let you down.
i saw a different side of him this time.
a vulnerable side.
ben! i'm surprised at you!
i can't stop thinking about aaron.
he was right, the hardest week is over.
i'm not so much thinking about how i miss him as much as i was, and i'm more so "i can't wait till he comes in oct!!"
i miss ireland.
i miss the smell.
i miss that sense of freedom i had.
and i can't wait to go back.
problem solved for my birthday:
decided to work a double shift at work and a job on sunday
i'd rather be making money than having my hopes let down once again.
innys at college and i dont care.
i have to babysitt in brooklyn tomorrow-thurs. it'll be a long commute but worth it.
i'm all about makin' the dough.
goodnight.