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How long does it really take to realize what you deserve?
It boggles my mind how people..can be stuck on one thing when its clear its not right. Saying goodbye was the best thing for me to do, and knowing i wont see, talk, joke, hug, laugh...with that one person, makes me realize it wasnt meant to be. So why did i spend months trying to tackle where i went wrong. did i even go wrong? or was it simply a short lived thing that wasnt even a mutual feeling? I realize now, after saying goodbye, that i loved the thought of being with him, with the person who i thought he was. in all actuality, i was blinded by fakeness and head over heels for someone i didnt even know....such a huge weight has been lifted now that i see this.
It boggles my mind how people..can be stuck on one thing when its clear its not right. Saying goodbye was the best thing for me to do, and knowing i wont see, talk, joke, hug, laugh...with that one person, makes me realize it wasnt meant to be. So why did i spend months trying to tackle where i went wrong. did i even go wrong? or was it simply a short lived thing that wasnt even a mutual feeling? I realize now, after saying goodbye, that i loved the thought of being with him, with the person who i thought he was. in all actuality, i was blinded by fakeness and head over heels for someone i didnt even know....such a huge weight has been lifted now that i see this.