Happy 2006
Last night was like 2005 in one time frame. there were ups and downs, fights with old crushes, hanging out with friends, and being around the people i love. nothing is more exciting then the feeling of not knowing whats going to happen when you wake up. those spontaneious moments are what keep me going, what keep my spirits up. yes it is safe to say that 2006 will be started off alone. and, unfortunatly the ruins of last night tell me your not coming in. being 'just friends', i think i can work with that. maybe..this will test how strong i am [ihaveafeelingiwontlast] last night was amazing. a house full a kids partying and having a good time. nothing could have brought me down. they're wasnt a care in the world and no sense of bitterness anywhere. i liked it like that. as always there was laughter, tears, dirty dancing, ocasional kisses, flirting , hugging...falling down the stairs and spilling beer. this weekend, was pretty extrodinary. im not looking forward to wednesday and my chemistry book is calling my name but im trying to ignore it. Happy 2006, everyone:)