thinking hurts...
what do you do when you are absolutely, positively whole-heartedly in love with someone, but you know that there is a very good chance that you are going to be very badly hurt by this very person whom you love so much somewhere down the road? do you pull away because you are afraid? or do you stick it out and see what happens, hoping that this person has invested and will continue to invest as much as you have put into the relationship? i don't know what to do. my head hurts, my heart hurts... i don't want to give up what i have, but maybe i am unconsciously losing it already... or maybe i never really had it at all. i would do anything for this person, but would he do the same for me?? the fact that i don't know the answer to this question greatly torments me...