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Yeah besides doing the thinkin n readin like i said in my last entry i rele did like nothin after that today i was online listened to music for like 2 hrs or so..then talked to tom about alot of stuff n talk to bret about breakfast lunch n dinner lol..were cool like that...then i imed one of my best friends that i have been friends with since 6th that i had a question for n yeah she asked who i was..so i think that answered my question...now im jus like upset about it n i prob shouldnt be cuz i dk...n yeah..my dad thinks im a failure and he jus had to remind me by sayin something along thos lines again like 10 mins ago and i was thinking about h.s n that im dont wanna go i jus wanna go back to goetz wen everything was better n i didnt have to worri about so much homework n how i have to do soooooooo good in school or i will be a noone in life n i will prob prove to my dad i am a failure...n i will deff lose the friends i have now which sucks so much..i only have like 4 ppl including my cuzin jenn i know that will be my friend through out h.s...n yeah i dont rele wanna grow up i wanna stay a kid tell u rite now im deff not ready to i wanna go back to like 6th wen i had a best friend that i didnt get into fights with n i had a good life n my parents thought i cared about them n i didnt have to worri about losing friends n didnt have to care about pretty much anything i just lived life n liked it... n yeah
i dont know why i write in this so much i dont think anyone reads it....
w.e im out
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Leia <333