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ive never wanted something to happen as much as i want something to happen right now.
this lack of communication is complete bullshit.
and im over it.
i dont want to overwhelm it though. you know? be there everywhere he turns.
but i'm sick of not knowing anything. and moaning about wanting something positive to happen.
but right now even if it is negative- i'd be glad cause id be one step closer to getting over it.
and that one step means everything right now.
this lack of communication is complete bullshit.
and im over it.
i dont want to overwhelm it though. you know? be there everywhere he turns.
but i'm sick of not knowing anything. and moaning about wanting something positive to happen.
but right now even if it is negative- i'd be glad cause id be one step closer to getting over it.
and that one step means everything right now.