I am finally seeing why i was the one worth leaving...
well, between school, work, and paintball I haven't done much. Haven't hung out with a lot of girl/guys lately cause I have been so busy. Kind of sucks, but the money is nice... I am doing alright in school, not as good as I want, but that’s what I get for being the slacker I am...I hope my grades are good enough that my parents let me get my license...
I am beginning to notice a change in people. Like for instance, some of the preppy popular girls actually acknowledge my existence now and aren’t total bitches to me all the time. I think people are finally growing up and realizing that everyone is pretty similar. People aren’t in such small little cliques anymore. They are actually opening up, becoming friends with people that like in 6th were to cool/uncool to hang around with. Its kind of nice... I guess all people go through stages when they grow up. When you are younger, everyone is you friend, white, black, blue, green, smart, dumb, cool, loser. Then you start seeing these little cliques developing in about 4-5th grade. People stop hanging out with you for what you do, what you wear, and who your friends are. This stage grows and stays until around middle high school years. Then people start to realize that the kids they have ignored or made fun of for all those years aren’t actually that bad, and in fact can be pretty cool to be around... I am glad that I am finally starting to see this stage in people...
Last week i had the strangest dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where there was never any mystery on who shot John F. Kennedy
It was just a man with something to prove
Slightly bored and severely confused
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
And became famous on that day in november
I am beginning to notice a change in people. Like for instance, some of the preppy popular girls actually acknowledge my existence now and aren’t total bitches to me all the time. I think people are finally growing up and realizing that everyone is pretty similar. People aren’t in such small little cliques anymore. They are actually opening up, becoming friends with people that like in 6th were to cool/uncool to hang around with. Its kind of nice... I guess all people go through stages when they grow up. When you are younger, everyone is you friend, white, black, blue, green, smart, dumb, cool, loser. Then you start seeing these little cliques developing in about 4-5th grade. People stop hanging out with you for what you do, what you wear, and who your friends are. This stage grows and stays until around middle high school years. Then people start to realize that the kids they have ignored or made fun of for all those years aren’t actually that bad, and in fact can be pretty cool to be around... I am glad that I am finally starting to see this stage in people...
Last week i had the strangest dream
Where everything was exactly how it seemed
Where there was never any mystery on who shot John F. Kennedy
It was just a man with something to prove
Slightly bored and severely confused
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center
And became famous on that day in november