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im really excited for youth tonight. im hopin its as good as last week because for some strange reason, last week made me soo happy, even tho it wasnt dif from any other night. i was in such a good mood. im hopin its the same tonight cuz it is what gets me through the week
i made an uh oh a few days ago. big time
havent updated in forever. my schedule consists of lots of yuth and drama coming up. and an eye doctor appointment this saturday. hopefully i can get stronger perscription and know what its like to see again. im really cold
i dropped my AP english class. yes im a whimp but it feels so much better to actually be caught up with my work, and not feel as if im slackin/not doin my best/not gettin anythin done. i hate it because i keep puttin myself down adn never feel like im doin good enough and my best at things, when im doin all i can for the time i have. even though im gettin some sort of A in all the classes i have, besides english cuz all my grades are still bein transferred and im not sure what it is yet, im not happy with them cuz i keep thinkin "well u culd have done so much more better on that if u had some more time to do it" so im not satisfied. i hate it. and i feel like im jus tryin to get the easy way outa things cuz im not in any AP classes and im not gonna get into a college cuz it seems so hard. this is jus me complaining so sorry, it will be better 2morro. i jus stress out way to much. and i dont have any sports and dont have a resume with anythin good on it. or anythin at that matter. i needa make more friendships in school and have more funa dn live to the fullest. and i needa make relationships with my teachers to cherish and so they can do my recomendations.
good side: i made the national honors society and im on the student council. its good
well im off now. got an appointment for my liscence november 2, i hope i pass! =) ahh buts its a month away. i guess its good so i can practice more.
i made an uh oh a few days ago. big time
havent updated in forever. my schedule consists of lots of yuth and drama coming up. and an eye doctor appointment this saturday. hopefully i can get stronger perscription and know what its like to see again. im really cold
i dropped my AP english class. yes im a whimp but it feels so much better to actually be caught up with my work, and not feel as if im slackin/not doin my best/not gettin anythin done. i hate it because i keep puttin myself down adn never feel like im doin good enough and my best at things, when im doin all i can for the time i have. even though im gettin some sort of A in all the classes i have, besides english cuz all my grades are still bein transferred and im not sure what it is yet, im not happy with them cuz i keep thinkin "well u culd have done so much more better on that if u had some more time to do it" so im not satisfied. i hate it. and i feel like im jus tryin to get the easy way outa things cuz im not in any AP classes and im not gonna get into a college cuz it seems so hard. this is jus me complaining so sorry, it will be better 2morro. i jus stress out way to much. and i dont have any sports and dont have a resume with anythin good on it. or anythin at that matter. i needa make more friendships in school and have more funa dn live to the fullest. and i needa make relationships with my teachers to cherish and so they can do my recomendations.
good side: i made the national honors society and im on the student council. its good
well im off now. got an appointment for my liscence november 2, i hope i pass! =) ahh buts its a month away. i guess its good so i can practice more.