is it hawk a lugeeee? or hawkalugee? cuz i sure dont kno
-i havent updated in a while
-i should be doin homework
-i had driven school again 2nite but im glad, my second week is over
-my birthday is sooooooooo soon. i really cant believe im gonna b 16
-im gettin so stressed n scared about next yrs schedule wen it hasnt even come yet and with this summers work when summer isnt even here yet. its not gonna b a summer what so ever. if i take AP english its gonna b so hard, im gonna hafta read 4 books over the summer, write an essay over the summer, do weekly things or be updated with current events over the summer, then go back to school and wrtie like 1 essay every week, a 15 page report one time in the year and everythin else. mite not sound like a lot but with other classes, like AP histroy which yaa is also another book to read and essay to do over the summer, its gonna be so much work along with math, the science wateva its called, spanish 3, and whatever else there is that im takin. other ppl arent even stressin like jashera and disha and im jus like the loser whos afraid to do it. i dont like challengin myself but i needa start thinkin about college n wat i wanna b but its like i think about it but am jus clueless on wat i wanna do FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE! i want it to me somethin i wake up n get excited about, not 4 the omney, and sumthin i enjoy so much where i never complain about work. somethin new each day and sumthin i can somehow help people. yaaa so wats that?? cuz i have no clue. and mayb sumthin that can involve animals. if nto animals then def sumthin with people. mayb il jus get rich and open up a dog place where people can donate dogs when they dont want them nemore and are guaranteed a nice home, MY HOME! il go in the guinnes book of worl records ownin the most dogs any1 has ever owned? sounds good to me. but geeez do i needa do sum prayin soooooo bad
but seriosuly, im not puttin this in our community but can u guys like pray that il know wat i wanna be or get some clue or ideas, on wat college i mite wanna go to or if i wanna even leave the state, and about school work on top of a job that im gonna someday need, and youth n church, and sports i wanna do. im gettin stressed cuz i cant manage my time well now, nebvermind with all that work and if u culd jus pray that il have confidence that i can do these things and actually be somethin wen i get older. sounds soooooo corny i bet but im relaly serious cuz im gettin scared
and.. is there anythin that u think i mite be good at wen i get older or wat u can see me bein accordin to what u kno about me now and what i like. there r so many things to be but i honestly cant think of 1 thing id b even if i kenw i culd def no doubt about it be it. this time of life is gettin too confusin n sometimes i jus wanna drop everythin
i sound sooo lame i kno. people work so much harder than i do and dont even complain. see disha, u do sports, take an AP class, get all As, want a kjob and never complain. me on the other hand i stress, teach me a lil will ya?
on a brighter note, youth was fun last nite. we jus hung out n all that. 2morro is grub on the go and then saturday is fine arts fstival. marks close 2morro =/
all my life is hw/school on this thing. im so boring, never read again haha. jus like to get a few things out
and, i had a dream about college a few nites ago. it was so random cuz at 1st it was me n ngozi walkin in zions girls dorms hopin we have the big room AND WE GOT IT! so im guesssing it was camp bt then it turned to be college n 4 beds in the room n a kitchen area n i was soo excited to decorate and "buy dishes and cups" for the room. then the next thing i kno theres the kid that sits behind me in histrpy that i never talked to before, sal, ngozi, and me sharin a college dorm room. n at this time everythin is so normal, i dont kno how. we had like a back door to go through too, kinda reminds me of lizs abck door or wateva, not the door we usually use to get in, that we cut through to go to the mall to the parck. and yaa we were going to princeton. soooooooo strange
but that ade me so excited 4 college and a room n meetin new people and guys and ahhhhhhhhh =)..someday
-i should be doin homework
-i had driven school again 2nite but im glad, my second week is over
-my birthday is sooooooooo soon. i really cant believe im gonna b 16
-im gettin so stressed n scared about next yrs schedule wen it hasnt even come yet and with this summers work when summer isnt even here yet. its not gonna b a summer what so ever. if i take AP english its gonna b so hard, im gonna hafta read 4 books over the summer, write an essay over the summer, do weekly things or be updated with current events over the summer, then go back to school and wrtie like 1 essay every week, a 15 page report one time in the year and everythin else. mite not sound like a lot but with other classes, like AP histroy which yaa is also another book to read and essay to do over the summer, its gonna be so much work along with math, the science wateva its called, spanish 3, and whatever else there is that im takin. other ppl arent even stressin like jashera and disha and im jus like the loser whos afraid to do it. i dont like challengin myself but i needa start thinkin about college n wat i wanna b but its like i think about it but am jus clueless on wat i wanna do FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE! i want it to me somethin i wake up n get excited about, not 4 the omney, and sumthin i enjoy so much where i never complain about work. somethin new each day and sumthin i can somehow help people. yaaa so wats that?? cuz i have no clue. and mayb sumthin that can involve animals. if nto animals then def sumthin with people. mayb il jus get rich and open up a dog place where people can donate dogs when they dont want them nemore and are guaranteed a nice home, MY HOME! il go in the guinnes book of worl records ownin the most dogs any1 has ever owned? sounds good to me. but geeez do i needa do sum prayin soooooo bad
but seriosuly, im not puttin this in our community but can u guys like pray that il know wat i wanna be or get some clue or ideas, on wat college i mite wanna go to or if i wanna even leave the state, and about school work on top of a job that im gonna someday need, and youth n church, and sports i wanna do. im gettin stressed cuz i cant manage my time well now, nebvermind with all that work and if u culd jus pray that il have confidence that i can do these things and actually be somethin wen i get older. sounds soooooo corny i bet but im relaly serious cuz im gettin scared
and.. is there anythin that u think i mite be good at wen i get older or wat u can see me bein accordin to what u kno about me now and what i like. there r so many things to be but i honestly cant think of 1 thing id b even if i kenw i culd def no doubt about it be it. this time of life is gettin too confusin n sometimes i jus wanna drop everythin
i sound sooo lame i kno. people work so much harder than i do and dont even complain. see disha, u do sports, take an AP class, get all As, want a kjob and never complain. me on the other hand i stress, teach me a lil will ya?
on a brighter note, youth was fun last nite. we jus hung out n all that. 2morro is grub on the go and then saturday is fine arts fstival. marks close 2morro =/
all my life is hw/school on this thing. im so boring, never read again haha. jus like to get a few things out
and, i had a dream about college a few nites ago. it was so random cuz at 1st it was me n ngozi walkin in zions girls dorms hopin we have the big room AND WE GOT IT! so im guesssing it was camp bt then it turned to be college n 4 beds in the room n a kitchen area n i was soo excited to decorate and "buy dishes and cups" for the room. then the next thing i kno theres the kid that sits behind me in histrpy that i never talked to before, sal, ngozi, and me sharin a college dorm room. n at this time everythin is so normal, i dont kno how. we had like a back door to go through too, kinda reminds me of lizs abck door or wateva, not the door we usually use to get in, that we cut through to go to the mall to the parck. and yaa we were going to princeton. soooooooo strange
but that ade me so excited 4 college and a room n meetin new people and guys and ahhhhhhhhh =)..someday