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HEY EVERYONE! IM GONNA HAVE THE MOST BESTEST SWEET 16 PARTY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY MOM ONLY INVITED EVERY1, PPL I DONT EVEN TALK TO, AND NOW WE R ALL GONNA B OVA MY HOUSE CRAMPED DOIN ABSOLUTELY NOTHIN! OHH YAA AND WE'RE GONNA LISTEN TO YOU KNOW, ALL THE MUSIC I HAVE! U KNO, ALL THE MUSIC EVERYONE AGREES ON TOO. AND
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I wanted a sweet 16 maybe cuz i hadn't gotten a birthday party since my 9th birthday, becus my tenth had 2 b "postponed" until later in the sumer becuz all my friends had cuzins' graduations 2 go 2 on my birthday, or that weekend. but we never had a rain-check day. we never had the party. i never had a party since then.
So my 16th birthday was not a SWEET 16 by any means.it was a normal school day. boring as ever. i didn't see a cake on top of the refrigerator when i got home. ookay. maybe she wuld pick it up on her way home. my mom wasn't home until 7 that night. but not later than my dad, who came home @ around 7:45. so i got so bored of waiting, (now brace yourself) that i actually went up 2 my room, sat on my bed and DID ALL OF MY HOMEWORK. and i had not done my homework while actually @ my house and not in skool, for a few good long months. so my mom got a cake qwik b4 dad came home. we ate cake @ 8:00 at night. i got a card. 10 bux in it. thanx mom and dad. and i still have the card, cuz it was pretty. lolo went n got my two presents they weren't wrapped. i took 'em outta the plastic bag and that was about all the unwrapping i did. the sweetest part of my sweet sixteen was either the mary-kate and ashley sweet sixteen dolls, or my pink cake taht said "happy sweet sixteen ngozi". and that i actually look good in the 2 pictures from that day. :]
but i had such a happy-crappy 16th birthday cuz it was by far the worst birthday in the history of all birthdays, on the day which it shuld b the most special of a girl's birthdays. for the next few months evry tantrum that i had would result in me fleeting 2 my room screaming, "i hate u! i had the worst birthday EVER! EV - ER!!" so it was a constant reminder 2 my fam that it sucked big straws. heh.
But my 17th birthday totally made up 4 it all! thanx babe!!!
U R THE BEST!!!! MUAH!! i LOVE YOU!!!!!
but lemme jus end this n say that i totally kno wut it's like 2 want that sweet sixteen birthday party that stands out from evry otha birthday party u'll ever have, and is a lot more special 2 u than jus sum regular party. but i no it kinda sux tha dating of it all, cuz the 3rd is the baby shower, so i mean, wut can ya do?? u culd ask ur mom if she culd change the date 2 the next weekend cuz we go on vacation then, right?? or @ least that weekend, cuz then maybe u can do more cuz it won't b on a sunday.
i really think u shuld jus make a whooole entry about wut u want ur dream party 2 b like, and make an entry bout who u wuld want 2 b there and stuff or make it private if it seems betta that way. but then @ least we wuld no wut kinda party u wuld want, n maybe u can show ur mom, cuz even tho it's on a Sunday, u can can still make it awesum! i think that is wut u shuld do. and like we did @ ur house, write down all the good music u wuld wanna have. even if it's just a fantasy party like, on a boat or w/e u said u liked. i think u shuld do that, then and also tell ur mom who u want there so @ least u will have all ur friends there. we shuld talk, cuz i no this is the longest comment ever. but u gotta call me, cuz my mom put a lock on her user name recently, and right now i dont have aim. but we def gotta talk, cuz i think u needa vent like, real talkin 2 sum1, and i will mos def listen, of course u no that! i hope u get happier and make the best of the situation. =/ and if worse comes 2 worse, u shuld jus run away 2 w**c**t*r and "camp boy" will make the best of ur sweet sixteen and write u a song --er sing u a song while u caress his mo****! lolol! we always make the best memories, virginia, so don't worry, i will make ur birthday rock no matter wut goes down!!!
i love you, don't forget it!
Ciao 4 Now, Love, Ngozi
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i much rather would have gone home and done my friggin homework..that day was terible :-/
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Cioa 4 Now, Love, Ngozi
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wen i read sumthin online i dont usually laugh but that made me crack up sooo bad. i love u. u always make me feel better. but errr im gonna call u i think 2nite, i hope u can talk, but omg. like ahhh i dont even kno. i feel so bad 4 u but i gues its good u kno wat im sayin. the worst thing is, is that like they dont even mind me havin a party but the thing is MY MOM IS PLANNIN IT FOR ME WITHOUT EVER WANTIN TO KNO WAT I WANT! hello this day is sposed 2b speciual like i said. every1 has this big great thing n i kno wat i want but at the same time i kno nuthin like it would ever happen. im jus mad that every1 keepos bringin it up and not understand y im egttin mad n y 'im cryin' about it. it wuldnt even b mad if my mom says 1 thing about it but NOOO she hasta like remind me of it all the time. n every1 always says 'well sunday wont b bad'. well who the ehck wants to ahve a birthdat party on a sunday! ughh its jus so annoyin wen every1s like 'it wil b ok, it wil b ok no metter the day'..yaa of course it wil b cuz ur the 1 who jus gets 2 go 2 1 n its not ur actual brithdat where u get to jhave sumthin u dont even want. i dunno, thanx 4 the comment n im gonna see if ur home now cuz i really jus wanna talk to u.
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but obviously i don't know wut that's like, cuz i never even had ne real birthday "parties" so i can only imagine how that must feel. ('n no, i dn't try 2 reference the song, lol) but even tho i no u don't want it on a sunday, n u want jess 2 b there 4 it, it's kinda hard 2 pick a day besides sunday that ppl can come cuzza the baby shower thing. but don't worry about it. i know it's hard 2 hear that all the time, n i feel bad tha ti keep tellin u that when i know u keep hearin it, but evrything will fall into place, and nothing will b as bad as u think it will. trust me. dusn't God always make something good outta evry situation?
so 2 end volume II of my entry-long comments, (aha =P) here is sumthing 2 consider:
what was the worst event that ever took place? i'd say, the crucifixion of Christ.
what was the greatest event that ever took place? mos def the resurrection of Christ!
see wut i mean? think about it. i hope this makes u feel a li better bout the whole thing. but just trust me, even if it's not the party u envisioned, it will probably end up bein better than u thot, no matter wut day it's on.
i luv u gin-gin! [i think i wanna call u that, now. maybe. but only if u don't hate me 4 it. lol [i prob really won't, hah.]]
Ciao 4 Now, Love, Ngozi
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my goooooooooodness?!?!?! u wanna feel worthy to be my frend?!!?! lol...no no no. u listen 2 me about absolutely everythin n i tell u like everythin so thank u so much. its the other way around cuz i talk too much and not listen enough so im sorry. but thanx so much for carin n "not mindin it one bit" haha. even wen i go on n on n on..so thanx. we always feel that way with eachother, like i feel like ud get mad if i dont sit wit u n talk 2 u at yuth or church n u feel that way wen i dont vent to u haha. its so wierd but its so good we can like ell eachother n always know that we're stil as close even if we go 5 weeks without talkin at yuth cuz we're busy or talkin 2 ppl to make them feel welcome. but yaai feel like we're a married couple haha, i sound so cheesy with eetythin i said but wateva.
"but obviously i don't know wut that's like, cuz i never even had ne real birthday "parties" so i can only imagine how that must feel."
but see thast the thing. i was actin selfish and ungrateful gettin mad my mom wanted to plan a party for me wen there are people out there that dont even have mothers to do that for them for wateva reason y they arent there(dead, in jail or jus abandoned them), that have motheres that culd care less and dont even realize its their bithday, that have mothers who dont care, or have mothers who say they cant hav a party n that dont care if their daughter even has a small lil cake. so im sorry and ur 1 of those examples. im mad m gettin sunmthin i didnt plan from a loving mother wen u didnt do anythin special and didnt even have a party so i have no reason 2 complain jus cuz its not my dream aprty cuz even myt dream 1 wit dancin wuldnt work out cuz i dont have the greatest guy in the world as my bf yet 2 slowdance wit and i cant dnace regular lol.
and yes God does make everythin good outa every situation so thanx =) xoxoxooxoxoox i love ya i think im gonna call ya 2nite but lolo is online now soo who knows if il ever get thru
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"cuz i dont have the greatest guy in the world as my bf yet 2 slowdance wit and i cant dnace regular lol." awe, who cares if u don't have ur dream guy yet, but that def wuld b awesum if u had ur sweet sixteen n danced with him n stuff. but the "i can't dance regular" part i laughed @ cuz idk y u say u can't dance regular, cuz i mean, wut's 'regular' anyways?? grindin n actin like a stripper? hahaha! but that's funny cuz i can't either, lolol!
but we had a good talk that night ne ways, so i'm glad we talked. n also glad like u said, that we can like, not talk 2 e/o 4 like 5 weex or w/e cuz we both no that the otha 1 is prob like wicked busy or cuz we r both talkin 2 ppl that don't reallly no ne 1 @ youth n stuff, so i think that is kewl that we can jus pick up n talk 4 lik e 2 hours straight outta nowhere n b best friends still n not feel like we grew apart or ne thing. i'm glad we have that. =)
Ciao 4 Now, Love, Ngozi
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