Jan 23, 2005 18:52
i've been thinking alot
i mean everyone probally thinks im an asshole and i don't blame them..but give me a break i try to be a good guy and all but things just don't work out for me, girls school family friends(some of them) i mean i can't help it that a bitch out sometimes im sorry but i try to be the nice guy i just don't get it and it sucks
nothing seems to go my way
i mean one minute it will and eveything will be great but then suddenly itll turn around on me and slapp me in the ass, i hate it, im glad i have the friends to get me through it though i need it....
it's like im happy around my boys and having a great time but when i wanna be close to someone and hold someone....no ones there...its just empty
i dont get it...
but i guess it's the way it goes