Wow.
I feel like I'm drowning in pressure when all I want to do is get out of this routine with all of these people and just feel something real. Just talk about something real. I need it more than ever.
I got a taste of it last night and now I want more.
I just want to scream about how much the world is falling apart and I can do nothing but enjoy every bit of every failure and every success. I just want to lay down and feel the sun on my skin again. I want to see everyone I love.
I'm sick of all this obligation bullshit. I just want to be me without anyone judging me, I just want to live my life without judgement from outer sources.
I just want away from this synthetic life I have created to fit in.
I got a taste of it last night and now I want more.
I just want to scream about how much the world is falling apart and I can do nothing but enjoy every bit of every failure and every success. I just want to lay down and feel the sun on my skin again. I want to see everyone I love.
I'm sick of all this obligation bullshit. I just want to be me without anyone judging me, I just want to live my life without judgement from outer sources.
I just want away from this synthetic life I have created to fit in.