and i keep running
Everythings a bust
the waves have crashed over me
i cant believe whats been going on
i was a person that once was strong
these creatures take over me
like a blade to a cut
they create a pool of blood
dripping at my fingertips
these feelings urge me to go on
they feed me more pointless banter
of l o v e
what is l o v e
your heart it breaks
from one hopeless attempt to another
i cant hold these feelings of regret
in any longer
you've created this monster ive become
why cant you admit
the tragedy you so planned
this evil mascarade is tearing
me limb from limb
dancing upon my breaking bones
its slides through me
it penetrates
never reaching it's ending position
never reaching climax
never do i want more
i do not give
yet i continue to recieve
my guilt, my fears, my innocence
have once again failed me
no longer am i caring about
the guilt i feel for those who suffer
from MY OWN mistakes
no longer am i letting my FEARS
break me from my obscene actions
and my innocence is no longer
present in my foggy future
my life has buried itself underneath
unmentionable habits
may i condemn myself
may i punish myself
may i judge myself and speak not of
my actions
but forget and move on
i have these ravishing fantasies
never to become reality
save me
save me
i have given in - to TEMPTATION.