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so ashley's party was fun. it was good to get out and get my mind off of things. and i had fun dancing with all my girls. those I.B. kids, man. let me tell you. they are wild!
thanks go out to charde courtnie katelynn and jenice for coming over the other day ♥ those laughs and smiles were much needed. i love you guys mucho. i hung out with ali and kim the other day too. that was good. i havent seen ali in FOREVER and ive never really hung out with kim. so that was fun.
i guess im doing alright with this whole 'break' thing .. things could be better, but im holding up. its just so hard not being able to call him all the time or be with him all the time. when we talk on the phone he just sounds different. and it KILLS me when we hang up and he's like "okay ill talk to you later jenn." .. hearing 'jenn' instead of 'baby' is tearing me apart inside. i just want to pick up the phone and tell him i love him and have him tell me that he loves me too and doesnt want this break to go on any longer, but i know he wont. not yet. we're getting back together soon, thats a fact. we talked about it and thats what he wants. he just needs some time and space and im trying to give him what he wants, but its so hard.
thanks to everyone who commented on my last entry. it all meant alot. love you guyss ♥
hasta
thanks go out to charde courtnie katelynn and jenice for coming over the other day ♥ those laughs and smiles were much needed. i love you guys mucho. i hung out with ali and kim the other day too. that was good. i havent seen ali in FOREVER and ive never really hung out with kim. so that was fun.
i guess im doing alright with this whole 'break' thing .. things could be better, but im holding up. its just so hard not being able to call him all the time or be with him all the time. when we talk on the phone he just sounds different. and it KILLS me when we hang up and he's like "okay ill talk to you later jenn." .. hearing 'jenn' instead of 'baby' is tearing me apart inside. i just want to pick up the phone and tell him i love him and have him tell me that he loves me too and doesnt want this break to go on any longer, but i know he wont. not yet. we're getting back together soon, thats a fact. we talked about it and thats what he wants. he just needs some time and space and im trying to give him what he wants, but its so hard.
thanks to everyone who commented on my last entry. it all meant alot. love you guyss ♥
hasta