Apr 13, 2005 16:35
as i was cleaning my pool today, out of boredom i was hit with some of lsat summers memories, some nice, some not so nice. oh well..that pool is such a big part of me, and i honeslty don't know how im just supposed to leave it when i move, its going to be as painfull as a loved-one dying, no joke.
i remember last summer, i was just sitting there outback watching my brother and the kids in the pool..because i didnt feel like going in, and all of a sudden brittany and him picked me up and just threw me in it..they ripped a huge hole in my favorite jeans too, but it was still worth it.
and when i would babysit every day during the summer, it would give me something constructive to do, i would stay in that thing from like 11 am...till like 5 pm, and just swim laps while the kids played, and im going to miss that so much. .+
i wish i would've known last summer that it was going to be my last summer to ever use it, because if i knew that i would have gone in it every single freaking day. but now, ill never get to go in it again, i dont know how im just going to up and leave it.