Venting Entry?

[_ohh_noo]

alright so..

if you hate me.. good.. you dont have too like me.. no body is making you have to like me or deal with me.. as for me.. i dont hate anybody.. yes sure there are a few people i dislike.. but honestly.. im not going to go out of my way to make you feel like shit.. make you cry everyday after school.. make you want to hate your life..

Comments

[girly_beka]

dez i aint gonna write a huge thing about this topic b/c u kno how i feel...we have had long convos on the fone, in the book, face to face....but yeah reading lacy's little comment made me think about how much i REALLY dont want u to go to MC and how much i would just die if u left and shit but i always tell you "yeah dez go to novoto!" its just b/c i know it will make u happy..and i want u to be happy...also i kno how u feel about MC from an "insider spot" you kno. i am with you alot of the time that those certain people will walk up and just start bitching u at lunch or just a bad name yelled or taunted when we walk through the hall....but i want u to kno...i have lost alot sticking by you...those words when yelled at you...every1 looks over and notices..they dont only notice you, they notice me..and i have made new enemies i never thought i would have b/c i stuck with you b/c you are my best friend....also if you left MC next year..all those girls would be thinkin oh we r hella cool blah blah and think they won the fight and then go for some1 else...you should stick with it hun....i mean obviously u aint leaving till next year if you even do leave but yeah..just think about it...i love you and any desicion you make i will stand by you as always
xoxoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxo
beks