Aug 18, 2004 17:17
I feel like updating this damn thing.
Disclaimer: Don't read this if you're just gonna bitch about me sounding depressed every time I right in this.
I'm not depressed, but I have been feeling weird lately. I can't stand to be alone. I can't sleep. Busy stores are making me have panic attacks. I'm having anxiety at its worst. The going back to school thing is stressing me out a little. I can't wait though. My job is better now, but it's hard being at work at 7 in the morning when I don't sleep at night. I work all day and leave again as soon as I shower and change. Living with Melissa is terrible. The only thing I have to look forward to is seeing my friends and seeing Amanda. I really hate having to get up and leave her at 6:30 in the morning. I just wanna cuddle. Right now I wanna smoke a joint and drink some good wine.