last night reached the painful part of missing.
it's 2:00. it's june 1st. hello?
sleeping until noon is fun.
so my dad came over here this morning superearly to do something. and i woke up at 7 a.m. because a phone rang. and i went to the bathroom and heard my mom&dad talking downstairs in the kitchen. and for a second... things felt normal. i've spent 20 years waking up to them sitting in the kitchen. blah.
eff being sad today.
so i really should get up and do stuff. because i have so much to do. but i'm being a lazy bunny.
last night i was delirious.
for some reason i:
put on 2 bandanas.
put my kitty on my head.
chased monkey onto the fridge.
who lets me do these things?
me.kitty.flo&bill.
molly.monkey.kitty&me.
molly loves the animals.
oh, what a crew.
i'm an asshole.
hey jaime... do you miss me even more now?
so i'm... starving.
today i need to:
shower.
go to the post office.
get my eyebrows done.
sew&wash my jeans.
scan pictures for my dad.
let's see how far i get.
oh man did you know that you can order a side of cheese sauce at wendy's?! ohhhhh mannnn! cheese fries are my favorite thing of my whole life. and molly... has some nerve. she just decided last night to tell me i can ask for cheese sauce. we've been going to wendy's everyday of our lives forever and she just tells me last night. i'll kill her. but i love her because now i know. amaaaaazing.
so i was going to go up to new paltz tonight. even though i shouldn't because: i have no money. my wisdom tooth is coming in i think and it hurts. i never got my car looked at and it's bad news. and i haven't heard from dave yet he doesn't even exist where is he?
but i might go up anyway so i can cuddle&watch big fish with my jaimedoll.
we'll see.
<3.
do his hands in your hair feel a lot like a thing you believe in?
(or a bit like a bird
stealing bread out from under your nose?)
sleeping until noon is fun.
so my dad came over here this morning superearly to do something. and i woke up at 7 a.m. because a phone rang. and i went to the bathroom and heard my mom&dad talking downstairs in the kitchen. and for a second... things felt normal. i've spent 20 years waking up to them sitting in the kitchen. blah.
eff being sad today.
so i really should get up and do stuff. because i have so much to do. but i'm being a lazy bunny.
last night i was delirious.
for some reason i:
put on 2 bandanas.
put my kitty on my head.
chased monkey onto the fridge.
who lets me do these things?
me.kitty.flo&bill.
molly.monkey.kitty&me.
molly loves the animals.
oh, what a crew.
i'm an asshole.
hey jaime... do you miss me even more now?
so i'm... starving.
today i need to:
shower.
go to the post office.
get my eyebrows done.
sew&wash my jeans.
scan pictures for my dad.
let's see how far i get.
oh man did you know that you can order a side of cheese sauce at wendy's?! ohhhhh mannnn! cheese fries are my favorite thing of my whole life. and molly... has some nerve. she just decided last night to tell me i can ask for cheese sauce. we've been going to wendy's everyday of our lives forever and she just tells me last night. i'll kill her. but i love her because now i know. amaaaaazing.
so i was going to go up to new paltz tonight. even though i shouldn't because: i have no money. my wisdom tooth is coming in i think and it hurts. i never got my car looked at and it's bad news. and i haven't heard from dave yet he doesn't even exist where is he?
but i might go up anyway so i can cuddle&watch big fish with my jaimedoll.
we'll see.
<3.
do his hands in your hair feel a lot like a thing you believe in?
(or a bit like a bird
stealing bread out from under your nose?)