Oct 12, 2005 00:12
Lately I have been thinking immensely about an infinite amount of things, and I finally came up with a conclusion…
To this day I am the happiest I been in the longest time, I’ve realized that its hard for me as one person alone to really truly find happiness, and that its in fact the people around me that fill me with such awe and make me smile oh so much.
I guess this gave an explanation to my previous unhappiness, it was simply the feeling of loneliness and that simple feeling was the earnestly highest form of sadness that I have ever encountered before.
And it feels good to have that emptiness filled because I forgot what it was like to be truly happy and now I remember.
and I was talking with someone, who is one of the closest people to my heart, and a question was brought up, about how many times one person can fall in love, and she answered vaguely and said multipule times,
and i interjected, and said i believe a person can only fall in love once.
To where that person is the only one who matters in this world, where two hearts mesh into one. It only happens once in your life, and i quietly thought to myself i am blessed to have expeirenced it.
and i believe that if you think you can fall in love multipule times, youve been horribly mistaken by that common misconception, and you were never really inlove to begin with. You know in your heart the difference between love and lust, not necessarily while your with the person you think your in love with but, after,
and then you realize you were far from it.
true love is having those butterflies that never fade away, and
true love is still being crazy about that person far after a break up,or a fallout.
true love is infinite and everlasting just like in a story book.
So I’ve come to the conclusion, that the true key to happiness is love.
And without it id be nothing.
To my best friend- katie- i love you
to the only guy my heart ever belonged to-I love you
& To my family- i love you all
<3dee