stress me out, baby
/ Now ive found out i have problems with my bone marrow?
// well i guess i seen something going wrong and prepared myself for the worst because of my luck. But the worst didn't happen so i guess in the weirdest spin of things this is a better alternative for me. and im relieved.
/// I am cancer free, which the worst would of been getting my test results back and them saying i have it again so thats a plus(+).
//// But now they tell me that the radiation i had years ago, is now catching up with my body and eating away at my bone marrow. minus(-)
///// I picked out the best of the situation and finding out thats what ive been trying to do lately.
////// but, with another relative dying, and practically losing the love of my life, forever. its very difficult to do this.
/////broken heart/////
"it was a small mistake sometiems thats all it takes".
ive never felt closer to that quote then now. i wish i could go back in time and undo all the wrong in my life. but it makes me stronger. && i make it out alive every time. sometimes by a thread but nonetheless i make it.
and all these things happening to me arent going to be what kills me, its gonna take more then all of this.
a lot more?
a little more?
i don't know.
just something
something more, cause i don't give up that easily.
<3 dee
// well i guess i seen something going wrong and prepared myself for the worst because of my luck. But the worst didn't happen so i guess in the weirdest spin of things this is a better alternative for me. and im relieved.
/// I am cancer free, which the worst would of been getting my test results back and them saying i have it again so thats a plus(+).
//// But now they tell me that the radiation i had years ago, is now catching up with my body and eating away at my bone marrow. minus(-)
///// I picked out the best of the situation and finding out thats what ive been trying to do lately.
////// but, with another relative dying, and practically losing the love of my life, forever. its very difficult to do this.
/////broken heart/////
"it was a small mistake sometiems thats all it takes".
ive never felt closer to that quote then now. i wish i could go back in time and undo all the wrong in my life. but it makes me stronger. && i make it out alive every time. sometimes by a thread but nonetheless i make it.
and all these things happening to me arent going to be what kills me, its gonna take more then all of this.
a lot more?
a little more?
i don't know.
just something
something more, cause i don't give up that easily.
<3 dee