- I have been discovering things out left and right, things that i dont quite want to talk about concerning myself, it all seems to of happend so fast im scared and been feeling weak and tired all day but i dont know maybe its in my head, its amazing how powerful your brain is but i guess it could be from crying though that explains my pounding head.
:Sidenote: <3 Danny i wanna talk to you about it cause i need you right now. and your the one and only person in this world that knows how to make me feel better. so please call me if you read this.
- there's a rumor that Conor oberst was found dead yesterday June 29. In his hotel room in Paris. They say he overdosed on sleeping pills (he took over 2 dozen).
I checked on the Saddle creek website -the Bright eyes tour with the faint and the most recent dates said canceled until further notice, and i really hope its not true because then my head will more than likely explode from all the tears that will be flowing out of these weak, strained eyes. I love you conor and your music is what keeps me going darling.
<3On the plus side of all this disaster,
i am so in love<3
the feeling never ever left but my heart is practically singing right now and i want it sing as loud as it possibly could because its so wonderful to love and be loved.
I want to write book,
I want to write a song,
about how i feel but there is not one word in the entire english vocabulary that could describe the feeling of love. you just have to experience it i guess and im so blessed to have been apart of this beautiful journey for two years.
thank you dan ever so<3 your my other half.
Love dee
p.s.