Jun 09, 2005 23:42
ugh. my life sucks.
Im might be getting plastic surgery on the leg. your thoughts??
but that might not even happen cause i might be sick again and thinking about being it is making me really sick. The last time i had surgery like 6 months ago they cut the lump in my leg on accident and thats a HUGE accident. and what ever it was it spread to the whole leg they said it wasnt cancer it was a bursa or something but they never knew what the original tumor i had started off as cause the cancer cells could grow after and could grow fast or slow. so im goin to the doctor to check that out because ive been feeling tired again and unphaseable for some reason...excatly how i felt when i was sick and its scarring me. but no one cares anyways. and i have a really bad feeling thats gonna be what kills me. im only 17 why should i have to worry about this. why do i have to go through this? people live their lives never knowing about what i go through or what its like and god bless them cause i never want anyone to feel this pain. but if it did go i probably wouldnt be missed anyways. or so it seems.