hmm
My eyes hurt, from crying i guess, this feeling is horribal, its a day where nothing seems to be going how you want it. i knew this morning i was gonna have a horribal day. i woke up so late got a detention and on top of it looked like crap for school. after, i practically sat in all day just for that one phone call and of course typicall me i missed it. but when i seen that missed call on my phone i hopped in my car was flying down the road in excitment but when i called back i was too late. so i drove back home and cryed. I know it was my fault for missing it but i got all dolled up, smelled good, felt awesome just to come home with smeared mascura all over. i looked like a dang fool. lol but its okay cause i know that ill be okay. im just being stupid i guess. I just feel so lonley sometimes. i just want that one person right now. i want that one person to love me unconditionally outloud and quietly, to hold me, kiss me, laugh with me, hug me, tell me im beautiful, that one person makes me glow and i miss it so much. To tell you that truth that one person is the only person whos opinion matters in my life. I cant begin to describe it how i feel about that one person its the best feeling in the world and i just want to be with that one person so bad now i would do anything. ill wait till the end of the world for them, but right now that comfort that person brings to my life would feel so nice.
<3dee
<3dee