Nov 15, 2006 14:24
i haven't had any pills in 4 FUCKING DAYS, and i'm substituting muscle relaxers with coffee and cigarettes. i'm so tweaked out i can't even focus on how much i hate school. and when the obnoxious fat smelly hairy dirty boy who stalks me asked me who i was talking to on the phone, i'm pretty sure i told him to mind his own fucking business.
also, i don't know if it's the sobriety or the weather or fate or what, but my carne asada burrito was the most delicious thing i've ever had, and i'm going to wash it down with an odwalla juice, reeses peanut butter cups, and a cigarette.
i have a doctor's appointment for monday. alyssa's letter should come today. lisa says she can get me yellows for $5. matthew and i have finally agreed to just be friends.
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!