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i realized that most of the times i get hurt, i set myself up for it. i assume that people care about me just because they're nice to me, and then i'm surprised when they behave badly.
sometimes this is just a matter of flakey friends, but it kind of came to a head when corey moved. i find myself being unwilling to deal with those friends. i try to explain myself, but i probably just come across as a bitch.
clearly, this is something that i have to deal with in myself, because i have no control over other people's actions. i'm tired of blaming the other person, and i'm tired of being hurt. i don't know if i need to be more assertive, or more discriminating, or what, but something needs to change. wish me luck, i guess.
Help me
I think Im falling
In love again
When I get that crazy feeling, I know
Im in trouble again
Im in trouble
cause youre a rambler and a gambler
And a sweet-taiking-ladies man
And you love your lovin
But not like you love your freedom
Help me
I think Im falling
In love too fast
Its got me hoping for the future
And worrying about the past
cause Ive seen some hot hot blazes
Come down to smoke and ash
We love our lovin
But not like we love our freedom
Didnt it feel good
We were sitting there talking
Or lying there not talking
Didnt it feel good
You dance with the lady
With the hole in her stocking
Didnt it feel good
Didnt it feel good
Help me
I think Im falling
In love with you
Are you going to let me go there by myself
Thats such a lonely thing to do
Both of us flirting around
Flirting and flirting
Hurting too
We love our lovin
But not like we love our freedom
in other news, my new shisha is fantastic, and i'm going to visit my uncle in santa barbara next weekend.
rad.
sometimes this is just a matter of flakey friends, but it kind of came to a head when corey moved. i find myself being unwilling to deal with those friends. i try to explain myself, but i probably just come across as a bitch.
clearly, this is something that i have to deal with in myself, because i have no control over other people's actions. i'm tired of blaming the other person, and i'm tired of being hurt. i don't know if i need to be more assertive, or more discriminating, or what, but something needs to change. wish me luck, i guess.
Help me
I think Im falling
In love again
When I get that crazy feeling, I know
Im in trouble again
Im in trouble
cause youre a rambler and a gambler
And a sweet-taiking-ladies man
And you love your lovin
But not like you love your freedom
Help me
I think Im falling
In love too fast
Its got me hoping for the future
And worrying about the past
cause Ive seen some hot hot blazes
Come down to smoke and ash
We love our lovin
But not like we love our freedom
Didnt it feel good
We were sitting there talking
Or lying there not talking
Didnt it feel good
You dance with the lady
With the hole in her stocking
Didnt it feel good
Didnt it feel good
Help me
I think Im falling
In love with you
Are you going to let me go there by myself
Thats such a lonely thing to do
Both of us flirting around
Flirting and flirting
Hurting too
We love our lovin
But not like we love our freedom
in other news, my new shisha is fantastic, and i'm going to visit my uncle in santa barbara next weekend.
rad.