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i hate myself. a lot.
and at the same time i dont think life could get any better.
or worse.
i could honestly die right now and be completely content with my life.
theres that one thing i havent done in over a year and its like its begging me to.
i dont know if that makes me morbid to say that, but i guess if youve felt the rush you know how hard it is to control. i mean ive been good about it, but as of right now i think its the only thing that will make me feel better. :[ life sucks.
and at the same time i dont think life could get any better.
or worse.
i could honestly die right now and be completely content with my life.
theres that one thing i havent done in over a year and its like its begging me to.
i dont know if that makes me morbid to say that, but i guess if youve felt the rush you know how hard it is to control. i mean ive been good about it, but as of right now i think its the only thing that will make me feel better. :[ life sucks.