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My Differential equations prof is the best professor I have ever had, or really close to it. She is awesome. Going to her office hours makes me feel better about life. I was just in a bad place cuz I am going to be 22 in 8 days, and I feel like I should know, or at least have an idea what I am doing with my life. Then I got my test back and I didnt do as well as I thought I had done, so I went to talk to her and we ended up talking about the class and stuff but also about how I have been doing in general and about how she is still figuring life out and a lot of other stuff. She honestly cares about her students well being, which is awesome. I am still depressed and stressed, but I feel a little better. :)
My Dad is awesome too. I had a long convo with him out in the rain where he basically had to convince me that I am not an idiot, cuz that is how engineering makes me feel all the time. It is a small consolation that everyone else feels that way too haha. I think that my dads greatest fear about engineering is not that I wont do well, but that I will graduate feeling like I am stupid. I dont know how but he manages to make me feel like I can do all this work and not explode from effort.
Andrew took me to see A Mid Summers Night's Dream at the Folger Theater. It was great. :) The theater was beautiful and the play was great. Afterwords we went to wendy's where they messed up our order, so we got extra food :) haha It was a good night, one of the best Ive had in a while.
Cara got to text with me through the worst day I have had in a while. Thank you to her for dealing with me. She is an amazing person. I wish I could make her see the great person she is.
Ashley and I are going to see Red Hot Chili Peppers Stadium Arcadium tour when it comes to DC for my birthday. Im so excited for that! She also ran into the guy who did my lipring near our apartment, turns out he lives down the street from us lol Small world and all...
Anyway I have to go teach myself static mechanics. Fun times.. homework due tomorrow that I dont even know where to start on... sigh...
Can't wait to be home. I actually dont ever want to come back to school, but that is not an option, so I just need to buckle down and do my work for 2 more years (god it really is that long... I am never going to graduate)
My Dad is awesome too. I had a long convo with him out in the rain where he basically had to convince me that I am not an idiot, cuz that is how engineering makes me feel all the time. It is a small consolation that everyone else feels that way too haha. I think that my dads greatest fear about engineering is not that I wont do well, but that I will graduate feeling like I am stupid. I dont know how but he manages to make me feel like I can do all this work and not explode from effort.
Andrew took me to see A Mid Summers Night's Dream at the Folger Theater. It was great. :) The theater was beautiful and the play was great. Afterwords we went to wendy's where they messed up our order, so we got extra food :) haha It was a good night, one of the best Ive had in a while.
Cara got to text with me through the worst day I have had in a while. Thank you to her for dealing with me. She is an amazing person. I wish I could make her see the great person she is.
Ashley and I are going to see Red Hot Chili Peppers Stadium Arcadium tour when it comes to DC for my birthday. Im so excited for that! She also ran into the guy who did my lipring near our apartment, turns out he lives down the street from us lol Small world and all...
Anyway I have to go teach myself static mechanics. Fun times.. homework due tomorrow that I dont even know where to start on... sigh...
Can't wait to be home. I actually dont ever want to come back to school, but that is not an option, so I just need to buckle down and do my work for 2 more years (god it really is that long... I am never going to graduate)