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My last cigg was Sunday afternoon, so so far so good. As was my last drink..
I asked Jessy out last night, he said yes... We're not in a serious relationship, but a casual one, meaning we can date others... I figured that I like him and we should try it out, I mean really try, and if it becomes more than it does...
I got Dan's number again so I've been calling him lately, he's kool...
Andy and Cody keep calling me randomly... It's nice to get a call every now and then even if it's only to hear random noises.... Don't ask....
So yeah, I think I have stuff figured out... For the most part atleast...
I've been so depressed lately, I mean with Mr. Ott dying exactly a month after my 15th Birthday, and then the stuff at home, and then with Teisha and all... Then my brother in jail with Hep C... I mean and even before that losing all my friends, and then Chance dying... And now Girs dead... FUCK!! FUCK IT ALL!!!
God, sorry I had to vent...
Even when I'm sober,
It's like I've had a drink,
Cuzz everytime I sit,
I find it hard to think.
There's to much on my mind,
To many questions,
To many people,
All for me to find.
-Sammi Joe
I asked Jessy out last night, he said yes... We're not in a serious relationship, but a casual one, meaning we can date others... I figured that I like him and we should try it out, I mean really try, and if it becomes more than it does...
I got Dan's number again so I've been calling him lately, he's kool...
Andy and Cody keep calling me randomly... It's nice to get a call every now and then even if it's only to hear random noises.... Don't ask....
So yeah, I think I have stuff figured out... For the most part atleast...
I've been so depressed lately, I mean with Mr. Ott dying exactly a month after my 15th Birthday, and then the stuff at home, and then with Teisha and all... Then my brother in jail with Hep C... I mean and even before that losing all my friends, and then Chance dying... And now Girs dead... FUCK!! FUCK IT ALL!!!
God, sorry I had to vent...
Even when I'm sober,
It's like I've had a drink,
Cuzz everytime I sit,
I find it hard to think.
There's to much on my mind,
To many questions,
To many people,
All for me to find.
-Sammi Joe