I only think of you, as breaking my heart. I'm trying to keep it together, but I'm falling apart.
...But as long as you have the knife ready to go, you might as well stab me in the back, just one more time...
Wellum, today was okay... I kind of kept to myself all day. I think I gained some self confidence today, and it's great, because I feel so much better all of a sudden. Ben had his spandex on again! =D yaaay! And...thankfully, Audra seems to have lost the film that has the picture of ME in spandex on it. She was gonna show everyone...=(
I'm not going to lie to you. I mean, I gave you my world, and I lost the things that meant the world to me. I'll always remember that day, 'cause I lost my boyfriend, and my best friend. I promise you, you'll always be my favorite mistake, and my most missed memory. Thanks for giving me my opportunity to shine.
Guys...if you want the gossip to stop, then just give it a rest...seriously. That's why I've kept to myself basically this whole year...because once you say something, everyone knows by the next day. We're the seeds of the gossip. We all talk. All of us. If you want it to stop, then just keep it closed.
I'm Out.
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