The truth is...I've never fallen so far.
Today sucked...I know the rest of the week will, too. Thank god for 4 day weeks. =\
Kayla Masse (Horse Girl) walked into Science today as I was leaving, and she looks at me and goes..."Eew." So I was like..."Eew your friggin face, you ugly loser. Go suck one sideways. Whattya got to say to that?!" And she just turned away...haaah, what a fag.
HR was craaazzy this morning. We had Mr.Perry, because Mrs. Bunz wasn't in...so everyone was really loud and jumpy. Ben was finishing his Geography Project, so I took the glue as we were leaving, and I followed him to his locker, and started putting it all over his hand, until I pissed him off. He has a theory..."IF YOU DON'T TALK TO HER...SHE'LL GO AWAY!" haaah, I don't think so Benny boy. =p
As much as I wish that it wasn't this way...
it is,
and I can't change it.
I tell you I'm okay when you ask.
Or I'll tell you I'm fine with it all.
But I'm not.
And I won't be.
I'm just waiting for you to you to ask, "Are you okay?"
And when I say, "Yep," then turn to leave.
You know me enough to say..."No you're not."
I like to think that things are supposed to be this way, because thats what helps me out...
...But something feels so wrong about this. All of it.