Sometimes, the one who broke your heart...is the only one who knows where the pieces go.

[_obs3ssion]

     I think there's a part of everyone that was once present, that was lost over time, never gained back, and now is greatly missed. For me, it's my ability to smile with such great happiness. I don't know what it is for a lot of other people; but I know it's there, somewhere in them. Something about that one thing not being a part of you anymore

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[_obs3ssion]

I didn't mean that it's wrong to have someone like that in your life but I know what it feels like to want and to actually have someone like that...but that paragraph was basically about not pushing your friends aside 'cause you feel you need to be with the opposite sex. I know you're best friends with Bryan and everything, and I understand that but thats also not what that paragraph was about...'cause my best friend is guy. Bryan's a great person, i know that, and he's a caring person...but the little things that he would do or say kind of made me think, 'do i deserve better?' and then I wasn't allowed to talk to him...and he started to tell me he hated me, so I just gave it up. You just always have to know that your girl friends always have your back no matter what, it just depends which ones you choose to give that privilege to. Some people think I'm immature and everything, but it's just me having fun with my life, being happy for as long as I can before something happens again. I know some people have it worse than me, but I know I've been through a lot, and I understand a lot more than people think, and I'm actually more mature than I should be...even though thats not what some see. I know you're there for me to talk to, 'cause you always were before, but you told me that you really don't like me anymore, and I just don't find it as comforting to talk to someone who doesn't like me, compared to someone who does. If we were still friends, I'd probably be coming to you left and right with things I needed to talk to you about, because I know you understand a lot of things too, and you were always the one with the best advice. Thanks. <33