effing figures
had a fan-freaking-tastic, very enjoyable vacation and OFCOURSE tomorrow, as i head back to crappy long island...
- my ipod breaks and like, is completely freaking just, not doing anything except flashing shit in my face. you know.... right before my 3 hour flight and alone time in the air port. oh. and cant forget my 45 minuet bus ride on monday. i am FAN FUCKING TASTIC OVER THIS. and i dont even know where in gods name my cd player would be. wich leads to my next bullet
- i don't have a house. i'm coming home to an air mattress in a house wich is completely like... disasterous. if its anything like i left it the down stairs has no heat, electricty, nothing. walls.. gone. upstairs is semi decent. my room has a carpet and lights. idk where my mom and dad are going since their room has wood and crap all over it
- school. 16 class days and that's it. i'm not freaking ready. i could cry over the fact that i'm leaving every one. even though i wanna smack half of our class upside the goddamn head
- college. am i going to shu, arent i going to shu? wtf GOD FREAKING KNOWS MAN
- prom. KILL ME. i can tell that me and my date are gonan be disasterouse already and that's really all i'm going to say about it
so really i'm being a whiney bitch who's acting like a brat over the fact that she doesn't have any music to listen to for the next week or so when i have to scream my brains out at the ipod company
i should be more grateful. i got to spend the past week in paradise blowing more money on i don't even know what with some of the best cousins and family anyone could ask for while the rest of my family is back in ny watching my house renovation happen. and what do i do.... complain. fuck.
i am a spoiled bitch and it needs to stop
i almost threw a fit, guilting my parents into sending me to shu next year. not caring that they're gonan be in a hole for 40 grand after 4 years. i made it seem like going to this school was the end all be all. i know that if i went to a suny they wouldnt have to pay anyting off. i have cost them so much money over the past 4 years i could vomit. but i just realized where they're comign from. they never had a fraction of the opportunities that i have and they're happy to do it for me. when i'm at my aunts place and i see all of the moms and their strollers and floaties i can understand why parents sacrifice everything for their children
i can't believe i'm thinking that i already want the week to be over and that next weekend should come
i'm really sad to leave tomorrow. i have my last 4 or so hours at the beach adn fin. back to reality. ughhh
one word can sum this whole this up: goddamnit
cioa bellas
- my ipod breaks and like, is completely freaking just, not doing anything except flashing shit in my face. you know.... right before my 3 hour flight and alone time in the air port. oh. and cant forget my 45 minuet bus ride on monday. i am FAN FUCKING TASTIC OVER THIS. and i dont even know where in gods name my cd player would be. wich leads to my next bullet
- i don't have a house. i'm coming home to an air mattress in a house wich is completely like... disasterous. if its anything like i left it the down stairs has no heat, electricty, nothing. walls.. gone. upstairs is semi decent. my room has a carpet and lights. idk where my mom and dad are going since their room has wood and crap all over it
- school. 16 class days and that's it. i'm not freaking ready. i could cry over the fact that i'm leaving every one. even though i wanna smack half of our class upside the goddamn head
- college. am i going to shu, arent i going to shu? wtf GOD FREAKING KNOWS MAN
- prom. KILL ME. i can tell that me and my date are gonan be disasterouse already and that's really all i'm going to say about it
so really i'm being a whiney bitch who's acting like a brat over the fact that she doesn't have any music to listen to for the next week or so when i have to scream my brains out at the ipod company
i should be more grateful. i got to spend the past week in paradise blowing more money on i don't even know what with some of the best cousins and family anyone could ask for while the rest of my family is back in ny watching my house renovation happen. and what do i do.... complain. fuck.
i am a spoiled bitch and it needs to stop
i almost threw a fit, guilting my parents into sending me to shu next year. not caring that they're gonan be in a hole for 40 grand after 4 years. i made it seem like going to this school was the end all be all. i know that if i went to a suny they wouldnt have to pay anyting off. i have cost them so much money over the past 4 years i could vomit. but i just realized where they're comign from. they never had a fraction of the opportunities that i have and they're happy to do it for me. when i'm at my aunts place and i see all of the moms and their strollers and floaties i can understand why parents sacrifice everything for their children
i can't believe i'm thinking that i already want the week to be over and that next weekend should come
i'm really sad to leave tomorrow. i have my last 4 or so hours at the beach adn fin. back to reality. ughhh
one word can sum this whole this up: goddamnit
cioa bellas