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Day 5

Jul 19, 2011 08:57

Yesterday went ok. I stayed in my room the whole day. I took a nap and my only meal was a jr whopper with fries that Dad bought me. Mom came in while I was watching the third movie, American Beauty (which is the most awkward movie ever). She asked if he (Dom) had called. I started crying. No, he didn't. Then I washed up. Patrick came over because he could tell I was really down and lonely. He stayed until 4. Then I went to sleep and woke up again at 7something.

Today's weigh-in: 128.4 lbs - loss of 6 lbs

I'm a little glad I have Uncle Abe's psych appointment today to get me out of the house. I canNOT wait for therapy at 3:45 later this afternoon. There's just so many things on my mind, so many thoughts. I just need to get my emotions in order.

I'm so prepared to fight for you. I just pray you're prepared enough to care.

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Barry Louis Polisar - All I Want Is You
"All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea."

american beauty, hopeful, therapy

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