R-E-S-P-E-C-T this is what i means to me
its been awhile.
blah blah just blah.
soccer. need i say more?
strenth training and conditioning. yesterday and today. im majorly sore. and me and kara's asses hurt.
i wish high school would just start already. i have a week and 1/2 left of summer, and i wish i could wake up tomorrow and be on my way to maine for labor day. im so afraid of goin to highschool and either a) have everyone hate me because they think im not legit or im a poser or something or b) just be some random kid no one really knows. either would suck. i just want that real highschool experience like my cousins and mike talk about. how they joke with teachers and do homework in class and run around school messing with stuff with their friends. i dont want to be a social retard for the rest of my life. dont get me wrong i dont wanna be popular. i just want friends. i want to have FUN.
im goin to walk into the auditorium on september 8th and im goin to smile and im goin to sit and listen to whatever the bitch of a principal has to say and when i go to my classes im just goin to be myself, because there is no one, or anything else i can be. and im goin to hope that people like who i am.
it must sound like i have no self esteem whatsoever.
o well, i dont.
soccer double sessions all next week. -gags-. im goin to go watch tv or something.
-braids
blah blah just blah.
soccer. need i say more?
strenth training and conditioning. yesterday and today. im majorly sore. and me and kara's asses hurt.
i wish high school would just start already. i have a week and 1/2 left of summer, and i wish i could wake up tomorrow and be on my way to maine for labor day. im so afraid of goin to highschool and either a) have everyone hate me because they think im not legit or im a poser or something or b) just be some random kid no one really knows. either would suck. i just want that real highschool experience like my cousins and mike talk about. how they joke with teachers and do homework in class and run around school messing with stuff with their friends. i dont want to be a social retard for the rest of my life. dont get me wrong i dont wanna be popular. i just want friends. i want to have FUN.
im goin to walk into the auditorium on september 8th and im goin to smile and im goin to sit and listen to whatever the bitch of a principal has to say and when i go to my classes im just goin to be myself, because there is no one, or anything else i can be. and im goin to hope that people like who i am.
it must sound like i have no self esteem whatsoever.
o well, i dont.
soccer double sessions all next week. -gags-. im goin to go watch tv or something.
-braids