(no subject)
Fuck You,
I hate you soo much, seriously why do you have to hurt me more then any other person I know. Your family, your my father! I can't even say the word father without getting sad. You were supposed to teach me how how to play sports, tell me about woman, do all those fatherly things. Instead you would get drunk and fart on the couch. How can you treat my sister and brother so much better then me? How can you favor one child over the other. I hate you! Changing my birthday plans to a different day so that you can go out and drink with your buddies instead of seeing your eldest child on his eighteenth birthday is fucked up. Then coming home to see me at his house neglecting me for an hour like im not even there then me finally ask are we going to lunch like you said and have no clue what im talking about hurts even more. Lastly to take me out to lunch to a bar and make me pay the tip ultimately makes you one FUCKED UP DAD! Go to hell i hate you.
Besides that i cherish all you who called me and wished me a happy birthday, it really means alot to me. Those who cancelled on me all weekend, im sad you did it, but it is certianly nothing new at all to me and i will get over it.
I hate you soo much, seriously why do you have to hurt me more then any other person I know. Your family, your my father! I can't even say the word father without getting sad. You were supposed to teach me how how to play sports, tell me about woman, do all those fatherly things. Instead you would get drunk and fart on the couch. How can you treat my sister and brother so much better then me? How can you favor one child over the other. I hate you! Changing my birthday plans to a different day so that you can go out and drink with your buddies instead of seeing your eldest child on his eighteenth birthday is fucked up. Then coming home to see me at his house neglecting me for an hour like im not even there then me finally ask are we going to lunch like you said and have no clue what im talking about hurts even more. Lastly to take me out to lunch to a bar and make me pay the tip ultimately makes you one FUCKED UP DAD! Go to hell i hate you.
Besides that i cherish all you who called me and wished me a happy birthday, it really means alot to me. Those who cancelled on me all weekend, im sad you did it, but it is certianly nothing new at all to me and i will get over it.