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You were in my dreams last night.
I can't remember what you said or did, but I remember you were there.
And now that I am living back here...I wonder if I will ever run into you.
I can not figure out why I give a shit.
Why the fuck do I even care?
It isn't like I still love you or LOVE is even a word/feeling to mix with you.
Did I ever even love you?
And what the hell does that have to do with you now, so many years later.
We've both moved on, but why do I feel like maybe there's still something lingering.
Why do I wonder about you and what you are doing.
I want to stop.
I want to let it all go.
But the human mind is crazy, and I guess you can't choose what memories to erase.
I just don't think I can take this today.
I can't remember what you said or did, but I remember you were there.
And now that I am living back here...I wonder if I will ever run into you.
I can not figure out why I give a shit.
Why the fuck do I even care?
It isn't like I still love you or LOVE is even a word/feeling to mix with you.
Did I ever even love you?
And what the hell does that have to do with you now, so many years later.
We've both moved on, but why do I feel like maybe there's still something lingering.
Why do I wonder about you and what you are doing.
I want to stop.
I want to let it all go.
But the human mind is crazy, and I guess you can't choose what memories to erase.
I just don't think I can take this today.