college thoughts

[_nowherefast]

my sat scores weren't that good. but i suppose they were ok for my first time. but i'm definitly taking them again. i'm going to visit colleges soon, starting next month. i already have 2 schedualed, and i'm going to be schedualing even more. my mom said we could visit as many as i wanted. as i was looking through websites of all different schools for (no lie) around 4 hours last night, i realized that i'm not going to get into some awesome, amazing, school that's famous for its reputation. but i also realized that i really don't care. while some people would frown upon someone going to let's say bloomsburg university, it's one of my top choices that i'd like to go to. to me, it just seems that the atmosphere of the college should be more important than the reputation. i guess i feel as though if i'm going to study and live there for the next 4 (or more) years, then i should chose a place that feels right, not one that i am going to have to work 3 jobs and apply for 600 scholarships to pay for just becuase it's widely known.. just some thoughts. am i crazy? o_O (that face is for you, em!)

anyway. i'm going tanning for the first time today, yayzz!

me & joe's anniversary is on saturday! whoo!