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Love.. such a strong word, and used in such a strong way. and when you have it, it feels so good, no matter how many fights you get in, or how many nights you spend crying, or how irritated and mad you get, cause thats what it's all about, no relationship is perfect and never should be.. but then mistakes are made, people make the wrong choices.. and don't get me wrong EVERYONE does it, no ones perfect. some worse than others, but no ones perfect. and I guess when love is involved you take things for granted because you know how good it feels and to love someone and be loved in return, i guess you're just not sure how to act sometimes.. but no matter what you should never take it for granted, and you don't realize what you actually had until something happens, and you lose it.. and it sucks really badly, but I guess it's the only way to find out. and sometimes you have to find out the hard way, sometimes you have the advantage of finding out the easy way.. and sometimes.. you just don't listen.. but no matter what. If you do take it for granted, and do make horrible mistakes, things won't turn out the way you want them to, things won't last. The things that hurt the most, and have the strongest pain, sometimes turn out okay in the end. but knowing the reason something happened, was your own fault, was your own stupidity, and was your own mistake.. hurts.. and no matter how sorry you are or how badly you want to take it all back, you simply can't. what happened, happened.. what went wrong, went wrong.. you can't change that. A sorry is almost nothing when it comes down do that. Everything just takes time for things to heal, and yea, time is a horrible thing to go through, cause it's so unpredictible.. it may take a month, it may take a day, it may even take forever.. you'll never know until something actually happens.
Obsticles in life, are never easy to get over.. no matter how high you try climb to get over them. No matter if you lie your way through, or tell the truth.. it hurts either way.. and either way, things will get worse. And when you reach rock bottom, just think.. things can only go up from there. and I guess in a way, hitting rock bottom is the best way to figure out your life, even if it hurts so much you can't stand it, you still gotta stay strong and look forward to the bigger things in your life, look forward to the happiness.. find happiness somewhere and go for it.. don't let you're life slip out from underneath you. hang in there, and do what you can to make things right again. don't let one simple thing in your life keep you down, the pain will eventually go away, it just takes time. And to make it all easy, just don't take your life, and the things in your life, or the people in your life that love you, for granted.. don't make the wrong decisions, don't lie your way through things.. be true, be grateful for every little thing.. and always, always be thankful for the friends who are there to help you through ANYTHING, no matter how wrong you are.
-me