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So, I'm sorry I haven't had pictures in a while. I don't really like pictures right now because I wish I could go back in time to when they were taken.
ANYWAY- Just to answer some questions.
#1 NO I'm not with Brian. I haven't seen or spoken to him in almost a week
#2 YES Its hard, but that which does not kill us only makes us stronger. I feel stronger and stronger every day!
and #3 YAY I'm going to the beach next week!
I'm ready to be happy again (even if thats with or without Brian. I'd love if it was with) and thats what I need. My happiness back. So I should be happy with myself before I'm with someone else, right? Right. I really am a strong woman and I intend on staying that way.
No word from any schools yet. Damn the anticipation! But today is Day 4 out of about 3 weeks with no tears and no sadness. Of course I'm sad in my heart, but I can't let that show. I just have to be happy again. You know the old, spunky, crazy, happy me! I hope this "giving eachother space" thing will make it so Brian realizes how much he does love me and how many things we've been through the past 5 years. But ig not, I'll be a-okay. Just no crazy psycho ex-girlfriend here! I just have to give Brian the space he needs and if we end up together, it'll be great!
Like a line from Boy Meets World:
You do your thing, I'll do mine. You go your way, I'll go mine. And if we end up together, it's beautiful.
Well, everyones always compared us to Cory and Topanga, why not still?
Anyway, thanks to all my friends for the best support. Our pool is almost finished so if anyone wants to teach me to swim, come on over!
You guys can always give me a call or a text! 334 477 6271
ANYWAY- Just to answer some questions.
#1 NO I'm not with Brian. I haven't seen or spoken to him in almost a week
#2 YES Its hard, but that which does not kill us only makes us stronger. I feel stronger and stronger every day!
and #3 YAY I'm going to the beach next week!
I'm ready to be happy again (even if thats with or without Brian. I'd love if it was with) and thats what I need. My happiness back. So I should be happy with myself before I'm with someone else, right? Right. I really am a strong woman and I intend on staying that way.
No word from any schools yet. Damn the anticipation! But today is Day 4 out of about 3 weeks with no tears and no sadness. Of course I'm sad in my heart, but I can't let that show. I just have to be happy again. You know the old, spunky, crazy, happy me! I hope this "giving eachother space" thing will make it so Brian realizes how much he does love me and how many things we've been through the past 5 years. But ig not, I'll be a-okay. Just no crazy psycho ex-girlfriend here! I just have to give Brian the space he needs and if we end up together, it'll be great!
Like a line from Boy Meets World:
You do your thing, I'll do mine. You go your way, I'll go mine. And if we end up together, it's beautiful.
Well, everyones always compared us to Cory and Topanga, why not still?
Anyway, thanks to all my friends for the best support. Our pool is almost finished so if anyone wants to teach me to swim, come on over!
You guys can always give me a call or a text! 334 477 6271