i feel like crying..
i miss havasu so much. it almost hurts. its so lonely now sitting at my house all on my own after having spent an entire week in the same room as 6 of my best friends at all times.. there was something about it there in arizona.. i think we're all closer now than we were before. while we were there i just tried to take everything and memorize it all. i miss everyone soo much when i know they're all just a few streets over. its like i'll be sitting here and i'll think of something hilarious and i'll turn to tell someone and then i remember im alone. i miss laughing and talking and yelling and even arguing. i miss getting up at random and walking to that sliding door of the hotel room and walking out into the perfect warm night air and talking about anything and everything with my very best friends and going to the pool and sauna and meeting new ppl and boating and tubing and eating and shopping and driving and god i just MISS HAVASU. theres way too much im feeling right now to put into words.. i just love my friends. if anything ever happens and we stop talking or something.. we'll always have arizona.
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