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i've been a moody little shit, as of late..i'm thankful that i'm getting better at handling it...it also helps to have a good friend around for support...in a strange way, i'm really grateful for all the crappy friends I had to suffer through so that I could truly know a good friend when one reemerged..
i'm feeling pretty anxious to make more progress emotionally and spiritually...though i've made great strides, I feel like i'm growing stagnant....I think the hardest thing for me to grasp at the moment is that these things tend to make themselves apparent when they need to happen...sometimes, growth is not on my timeline, no matter how badly I want it to be...the world in general is most definitely not on my timeline...
generally speaking, i've been trying to keep up with chores, trying to make it to work as much as possible, and trying to roll with the punches without getting too flustered...obviously, some of these things are harder than others...i'm doing the best I can with what I have on any given day...my performances and landings may not be graceful, but at least i'm trying...that's more than I can say about the previous versions of myself..
i'm feeling pretty anxious to make more progress emotionally and spiritually...though i've made great strides, I feel like i'm growing stagnant....I think the hardest thing for me to grasp at the moment is that these things tend to make themselves apparent when they need to happen...sometimes, growth is not on my timeline, no matter how badly I want it to be...the world in general is most definitely not on my timeline...
generally speaking, i've been trying to keep up with chores, trying to make it to work as much as possible, and trying to roll with the punches without getting too flustered...obviously, some of these things are harder than others...i'm doing the best I can with what I have on any given day...my performances and landings may not be graceful, but at least i'm trying...that's more than I can say about the previous versions of myself..