Aug 07, 2011 06:18
i guess i'm not getting much sleep tonight...that was mostly by choice, i suppose...i just came inside from watching some of this rain while waiting for the phone to ring...it's been almost 45 minutes...i'm relatively certain at this point that it's not going to do so...i'm trying to remain hopeful...worry of this magnitude isn't good for me...in reality, i suppose it's not really my problem...
breathing in and out is the only thing i can do right now..everything else is beyond my control...
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i waited an hour and called back...i was not happy with what i heard on the other end...i feel a small amount of relief for the safety of the other person, but i mostly feel disappointment...
this is the game that life plays...
life,
worried,
by myself,
weekends :p