Nov 06, 2010 07:42
i'm a total crazy person...as i type this, i feel like i'm shrinking...the whole world seems to be getting larger and larger around me...there are no physical sensations to go along with this perception...*shrugs*..one of the many symptoms of hanging out alone..
speaking of hanging out alone, i've been feeling sleepy since i woke up at midnight..what a terrible time to wake up!..i spent an hour on the phone with my mom...i made some breakfast food, drank a lot of coffee, ate a lot of candy...nothing seems to be bringing my brain to the forefront of reality...
since reality wasn't what my mind was in the mood for, i finished watching ghost world...this prompted me to start reading it...to my shock/horror/dismay, i think i might prefer the movie..it's is a rare occasion, for sure...anyway, the movie just seems more visual, cohesive, comical yet awkward...maybe my opinion will change after i finish it..i have like 40 something pages left...escapism is fun...
what isn't fun: the homework and housework that i've yet to finish...guess that means i'll just have to work twice as hard in the future...
now that i'm done rambling, i can go back to bed...as pathetic as this sounds to turn in around 8 hours after waking, i have a day full of laundry and hanging out with my parents to do...i wanna make sure i have the energy for it....the downside to going to bed this early: i'll probably not be able to sleep before going to work on sunday, again...i guess that's why humans discovered caffeine consumption...
that shrinking feeling is still there...i should probably attempt some human contact before i completely vanish...but hey, this definitely beats seeing bugs...
ciao
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