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[_not_your_time]

I'm so tired of thinking about her, especially the past and worrying. I'm so tired of hearing people tell me what she thinks of me. People say she's a really nice girl and I'm sure she is I just don't understand what I ever did to offend her. Joseph is the only guy that makes me as happy as I am and I don't get what is so exciting about our relationship that she has to go and tell her soccer team about us when she doesn't know anything about our relationship and she never will. She doesn't know what we have and that what we have is true. She speaks so low of me when she doesn't know me at all. I'm leaving this public so maybe she'll read this and realize how bad she's hurt me then and now. I try to make everyone happy and just when I think things are okay someone starts something or I get blamed for it. I wish it all would stop. =/

I'm just glad I have my real friends and Joseph that love me or I don't know what I would do.

Leave one.

N.E.L

Joseph I love you!