Aug 08, 2004 13:51
okay, well...I have school tomorrow...which completely sucks.. but oh well I will live...for the past week my parent have felt soory for me since I have to go back so they let me stay out until whenever I felt like coming home which was usually never before 12...or before 1 for that matter...last night I went riding horses until like...2 in the mornign I think...and I'm about to go race them this afternoon. but I need help...my friend likes me...and his friend does too...but you see I like his friend and not him...and I cant go out with is friend because I don't want to hurt anyone..therefore I guess I should forget about them both? that's hard though...the friend is awesome and is absolutely the nicest guy in the world and perfect...but only as a friend...i dont want anything to change and the other one is..well idk..i have only known him like a month MAYBE ...prolly less...but still...he is nice...bad things...it would crush the other guy...and I dont like him enough to hurt someone over it...plus different school thing and the fact that he smokes...thats nasty..i just thought about that...okay...some MAYBE I dont need help because I forgot about the smokin part and thats my thing I cant be around smoke, makes me sick...lol..problem solved..almost. unless he quits...which he is thinking about..bleh. leave a comment it wouldnt hurt.
-elizabeth