Oct 28, 2004 17:04
I used to wonder,
I'd constantly wonder,
Why I don't feel the inflicted pain anymore,
my level of emotions has hit the floor.
I've made myself so numb,
I've forced myself not to let these tears come.
I do it to feel tough,
but it feels as if I'm locked behind bars with cuffs.
It's as if i can't break free,
I can't let anyone see,
I can't let anyone see the true me,
the me that's hiding.
I feel like I'm constantly fighting,
fighting to not let these feelings show.
I've sunk so emotionally low,
it's like a level of depression,
it's as if my emotions are in a state of succession,
everyday I feel less and less.
I act like I have somneone to impress,
but lately I've found,
I'm breakdown bound.
Then I find the one I've been trying to impress,
the one that's been reducing me to less..
well it's me, myself, I
I made myself kiss my sanity good-bye
well isn't that a nifty poem?