Feb 06, 2006 14:30
I often think about the things I've done in the past to transgress against others. I often think on how I might not have taken the course of action that was taken. Often, I repent.
I've come to the conclusion that my soul is dead, and I'm just waiting for my body to drop. Just think about how that sounds, is it the type of life you would like to live? Would you like to look at a bleak future and continue to walk towards it? Do you know what it's like to see the light at the end of the tunnel, then watch it fade? It feels like burning in water and drowning in flame. I guess I'm going to walk on in darkness, alone, like I was meant to.
If I can't have you, I don't want anyone else.
For your soul.