no school AGAIN wee...
I woke up in a happy mood today. I'm actually in a goood mood. which has been very rare lately.
maybe it was cause of my dream. ah, I love how I can control my dreams sometimes. it's so great. but only sometimes. well, last night I suddenly realised I was dreaming, so I figured I could do anything I wanted. I was in the middle of a mall with my dad, so I had this brilliant idea to have tony poof out of thin air, cause um, it would be fun. that was kind of hard, but i made it happen. and to get us, er.. alone... I had to lose my dad, but he kept following us so I went all matrix-style and jumped up to the second level with tony, and made it so my dad couldn't follow. then me and tony went to... be alone. and it was fun. hehe I love lucid dreaming. and I'm getting a LOT better at it, too. I used to never be able to create people out of thin air, or change my surroundings. and having super powers, being able to do anything. it's majorly cool. heh I wonder if it freaks tony out to know there's random girls out there dreaming about him.
also, I watched Boondock Saints last night. that was a goood movie. I gotta watch it again though. damn, both those brothers were so fucking hot. and the deleted scene, where their mom calls from ireland and they're naked on the floor with the phone? yeah that was nice.
ah, how I love being in a happy mood. I realised that... when I move to oregon, I probably won't see alot of people around here ever again. so, fuck it. I have nothing to be embarrassed of, nothing to prove to these stupid people. fuck it. I seriously don't give a shit.. and that's such a great feeling.
also, um, blink-182 in 2 months? YAY MAJORLY!! I'm so fucking excited for that. also, my birthday in 2 weeks. woo.
ah. good moods rock. too bad it'll probably be over soon and I'll be all depressed again. it's weird how that works, ain't it? guess I gotta enjoy this while it lasts.
maybe it was cause of my dream. ah, I love how I can control my dreams sometimes. it's so great. but only sometimes. well, last night I suddenly realised I was dreaming, so I figured I could do anything I wanted. I was in the middle of a mall with my dad, so I had this brilliant idea to have tony poof out of thin air, cause um, it would be fun. that was kind of hard, but i made it happen. and to get us, er.. alone... I had to lose my dad, but he kept following us so I went all matrix-style and jumped up to the second level with tony, and made it so my dad couldn't follow. then me and tony went to... be alone. and it was fun. hehe I love lucid dreaming. and I'm getting a LOT better at it, too. I used to never be able to create people out of thin air, or change my surroundings. and having super powers, being able to do anything. it's majorly cool. heh I wonder if it freaks tony out to know there's random girls out there dreaming about him.
also, I watched Boondock Saints last night. that was a goood movie. I gotta watch it again though. damn, both those brothers were so fucking hot. and the deleted scene, where their mom calls from ireland and they're naked on the floor with the phone? yeah that was nice.
ah, how I love being in a happy mood. I realised that... when I move to oregon, I probably won't see alot of people around here ever again. so, fuck it. I have nothing to be embarrassed of, nothing to prove to these stupid people. fuck it. I seriously don't give a shit.. and that's such a great feeling.
also, um, blink-182 in 2 months? YAY MAJORLY!! I'm so fucking excited for that. also, my birthday in 2 weeks. woo.
ah. good moods rock. too bad it'll probably be over soon and I'll be all depressed again. it's weird how that works, ain't it? guess I gotta enjoy this while it lasts.