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benji was in my dream. and we were hanging out, just talking. and it was funny because I woke up this morning to the sound of some really loud machine thing outside so I pressed play on my cd player and it was good charlotte, so I fell back asleep and THAT'S when I started dreaming of benji. and in the dream east coast anthem was like, playing in the background. and me and benji were sitting on a couch, and these 3 chicks were singing along to the song, trying to impress him or something and he wasn't paying attention. then festival song comes on, then complicated, seasons, I don't wanna stop... until the whole cd went through and I woke up. the entire time just talking to benji. heh. interesting.
a dream I had a couple nights ago, I was at some party talking to robbie, and it was SO freaking real, his voice, and his face, it was just... so real. and then everyone had to leave or something, and they told me to go up to jet's house. so I show up at jet's house and walk inside jet's room and there was like 3 guys in there, robbie too, and they were acting really weird, and for some reason I had this feeling like they had been having a THREESOME... haha don't ask me why, and I asked them, and they all blushed and I was like what the hell? and for some reason I was REALLY REALLY stoned, and acting really stupid. then robbie asked me to try on his belt, to see if it fit. and I said it wouldn't because I wear my pants around my hips and my hips are too wide. then he led me into the kitchen or something cause he wanted to talk to me. and in the kitchen, he turned into jevon. and I couldn't remmeber robbie's name, all I could think was jevon. and then I tried on his belt, like he had said, and it didn't fit. so I yelled "jevon your belt fucking sucks" even though I KNEW it was robbie, just couldn't remember. ack. freaking weird.
today's gonna suck. I woke up at 12 and I probably won't do SHIT all day. oh yes, I am the ultimate loser. but... new years eve is gonna be FUN. aly is having a party out in kaupo, which is REALLY fucking far away but would be soooo fun... the only way I could go is with elise, and she's not sure if she wants to go yet. she wants to go out to kaanapali, which would be FUN, I wouldn't mind that. it'll be fun, whatever we do. yay.
I have to make a new years resolution or whatever. never done that before. hmm.
is it pathetic that the only thing that's getting me excited for today is the fact that angel is gonna be on at 3 on tnt??? hey, it's an episode I've never seen before... but still. I am so lame.
a dream I had a couple nights ago, I was at some party talking to robbie, and it was SO freaking real, his voice, and his face, it was just... so real. and then everyone had to leave or something, and they told me to go up to jet's house. so I show up at jet's house and walk inside jet's room and there was like 3 guys in there, robbie too, and they were acting really weird, and for some reason I had this feeling like they had been having a THREESOME... haha don't ask me why, and I asked them, and they all blushed and I was like what the hell? and for some reason I was REALLY REALLY stoned, and acting really stupid. then robbie asked me to try on his belt, to see if it fit. and I said it wouldn't because I wear my pants around my hips and my hips are too wide. then he led me into the kitchen or something cause he wanted to talk to me. and in the kitchen, he turned into jevon. and I couldn't remmeber robbie's name, all I could think was jevon. and then I tried on his belt, like he had said, and it didn't fit. so I yelled "jevon your belt fucking sucks" even though I KNEW it was robbie, just couldn't remember. ack. freaking weird.
today's gonna suck. I woke up at 12 and I probably won't do SHIT all day. oh yes, I am the ultimate loser. but... new years eve is gonna be FUN. aly is having a party out in kaupo, which is REALLY fucking far away but would be soooo fun... the only way I could go is with elise, and she's not sure if she wants to go yet. she wants to go out to kaanapali, which would be FUN, I wouldn't mind that. it'll be fun, whatever we do. yay.
I have to make a new years resolution or whatever. never done that before. hmm.
is it pathetic that the only thing that's getting me excited for today is the fact that angel is gonna be on at 3 on tnt??? hey, it's an episode I've never seen before... but still. I am so lame.