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I dyed my hair again. it's dark. REALLY fucking dark. I was trying to get it to match my roots that were growing in but I think it came out too dark. fuck.
ughhh I HATE SCHOOL. sooo much. so fucking much. jeesus.
the kitty hasn't been coming around as much anymore. it's sad. I'm bummed.
I was in a strange mood today on the bus ride home. very thoughtful. observant. I dunno. just looking around at all the kids in makawao, the people on my bus... it's sad, that most of them are gonna have shitty lives, most of them are just gonna be stuck on this island forever, working shitty jobs and doing notihg. I don't want that, I won't LET myself fall into that. I have to DO something with my life, I have to MAKE something out of it. as soon as I graduate I am OUT of here, to the mainland. and I'm gonna BE somebody.
fuck yeah.
ughhh I HATE SCHOOL. sooo much. so fucking much. jeesus.
the kitty hasn't been coming around as much anymore. it's sad. I'm bummed.
I was in a strange mood today on the bus ride home. very thoughtful. observant. I dunno. just looking around at all the kids in makawao, the people on my bus... it's sad, that most of them are gonna have shitty lives, most of them are just gonna be stuck on this island forever, working shitty jobs and doing notihg. I don't want that, I won't LET myself fall into that. I have to DO something with my life, I have to MAKE something out of it. as soon as I graduate I am OUT of here, to the mainland. and I'm gonna BE somebody.
fuck yeah.